I’m getting really sick of feeling like no body cares about me. I’ve tried reaching out to people but I keep getting rejected by all of my “friends”. I know I haven’t been the best friend lately but I’m trying to fix it and no body will let me. I’m not that good at asking for help but in my own way I really have tried asking for it. I guess it’s my own fault for thinking that these people knew me well enough to know that I was asking for help. I don’t know. I just feel really alone right now. I know there are people out there that understand what I’m going through but it’s not like I’m able to reach out to those specific people right now. I’m tired of living the life that I am. I need to change it but I’m so scared. I feel like I have no support from anybody and I definitely can’t change my life around if no body is here for me. I can’t do this alone but I might have to try. That thought scares the fuck out of me. I really hope that my feeling alone and left behind ends soon. It’s killing me to think that none of the people I hold so close to my heart even care about me anymore.


“Princess baby sorry my writing
is so messy but my thumb hurts and it
won’t stop bleeding.
I love you so much baby, you really
are the greatest thing that’s ever
happened to me. You really have no idea
how much I love you babe.
I got some blood on this note, I hope
you don’t mind.
You’re totally my best friend and
I’ll always be here for you no matter what.
I’ll love you more than anyone else will.
You mean the world to me.
I can’t help but smile when
I see you because I feel so lucky to
have somebody like you
I’m in so much love with you.
I can’t wait to marry you Princess
You really mean the world to me.
I’d do anything for you babe
You’re the most gorgeous person alive it’s
hard to believe you’re all mine.
I’m never going to leave you and
I hope you never leave me.
I’m in so much love with you.
I love you Princess
-Anthony”-
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-Found this in the gutter while I was out one day, and it’s by far the coolest/creepiest/saddest thing I’ve ever found.-
I reblog this a lot
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Opera Garnier Paris (by Dawvon)
http://prettygirliethings.tumblr.com/
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